Creativity

Another day. A day like any other I suppose. I realized today that my tomato plant is dying. This upsets me because I've been nurturing this plant for the last 4 months and I haven't even got my first harvest yet. This has somehow affected me greatly today I've now come to realize. I'm sullen and irritable and can't focus on anything today. Now all I want to do is create something new. The problem is I cannot think of anything to do, and inspiration eludes me. This happens from time to time. I want to be creative and do something but can't, do to lack of inspiration or ideas. When I try to force creativity I never come out with anything worthwhile. I need to get a hobby. My wife considers my reading and video games a hobby but I do not. I need something creative to do. I have a lot of free time and nothing to do with it except watch Netflix and browse Reddit. I guess if I had a space to do something it might be easier to come up with something, but severe laziness keeps me from cleaning the spare room and making it into a creative space. Now I say severe laziness, that is in regards to cleaning. I can't stand cleaning. If it were clean I do think it would help me but laziness overcomes desire in this case. So where to go from here. I cannot say. And I do believe I've run out of things to say on this matter.